zonked out

oh, playmax. was fun overall. classmates enjoyed themselves and church mates too. forgot wad are the reason(s) of why i didnt bring these two groups tgt. anw, saw TONS OF PL LITES there. thought i went to the wrong place. seriously looks like some PL carnival. haha.

well, im quite shocked of the way i've been reacting to the ppl around me. well well this is quite personal. haha. i shld keep chill and not to get so worked up when ppl just dont want to accept it. i knw it cant happen just overnight. it definitely takes time.

BUT BUT BUT I JUST DONT KNW WHY IM SO DAMN ANXIOUS and want an ans straight from them. and i just haveto keep constantly reminding myself it's not their fault for not accepting. i want everything to go like a train, and den mission accomplished. now i finally know whats the agony and also feel the happiness of those who really went out and share gospels.

i cant make someone to buy this pair of slippers which looks super dirty but claiming that it's super comfy right? what i want to explain is smt along this line. this pair of slippers is like really comfy to me and those who bought it also knw that it's comfortable. but to others who doesnt knw about it's quality, they wont even buy it cause just by one look anyone on the street will totally reject it right? so my mission is to tell them about this product and let them try it. and i only showed them how the shoes looked like and im already at the verge of giving up? or rather... exhausted.

I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM GG TO JOIN THE BIATHALON "COUPLE" RACE WITH CARYN LIAU. she's gg to swim 21 laps and im gg to run 7.6km. HOLY MOLY! im sooo dead. so im gg to wake up early morning and RUN RUN RUN. and im also in for this race which is signed up by this guy in charge in my community and he's signing me and wanyi agn. initially i rejected him. then i replied him i htink im gg to train for it. he replied: "thank you very much!".
hahaha guess i've saved his life for another hassle.

during august and this time lesser distance 5km. i think i super kae kiang. hahha. IM LIKE EX TRACKER and still think i can finish the race like last time. dieeee. gonna throw my face from hougang to tuas.

love this song mann. heart will melt if someone sings it to me man :D