zonked out

oh, playmax. was fun overall. classmates enjoyed themselves and church mates too. forgot wad are the reason(s) of why i didnt bring these two groups tgt. anw, saw TONS OF PL LITES there. thought i went to the wrong place. seriously looks like some PL carnival. haha.

well, im quite shocked of the way i've been reacting to the ppl around me. well well this is quite personal. haha. i shld keep chill and not to get so worked up when ppl just dont want to accept it. i knw it cant happen just overnight. it definitely takes time.

BUT BUT BUT I JUST DONT KNW WHY IM SO DAMN ANXIOUS and want an ans straight from them. and i just haveto keep constantly reminding myself it's not their fault for not accepting. i want everything to go like a train, and den mission accomplished. now i finally know whats the agony and also feel the happiness of those who really went out and share gospels.

i cant make someone to buy this pair of slippers which looks super dirty but claiming that it's super comfy right? what i want to explain is smt along this line. this pair of slippers is like really comfy to me and those who bought it also knw that it's comfortable. but to others who doesnt knw about it's quality, they wont even buy it cause just by one look anyone on the street will totally reject it right? so my mission is to tell them about this product and let them try it. and i only showed them how the shoes looked like and im already at the verge of giving up? or rather... exhausted.

I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM GG TO JOIN THE BIATHALON "COUPLE" RACE WITH CARYN LIAU. she's gg to swim 21 laps and im gg to run 7.6km. HOLY MOLY! im sooo dead. so im gg to wake up early morning and RUN RUN RUN. and im also in for this race which is signed up by this guy in charge in my community and he's signing me and wanyi agn. initially i rejected him. then i replied him i htink im gg to train for it. he replied: "thank you very much!".
hahaha guess i've saved his life for another hassle.

during august and this time lesser distance 5km. i think i super kae kiang. hahha. IM LIKE EX TRACKER and still think i can finish the race like last time. dieeee. gonna throw my face from hougang to tuas.

love this song mann. heart will melt if someone sings it to me man :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SANDY!

sandy is at hongkong right now.

I SUGGESTED that we should have a web camming session.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo WE HAD FUN...

i told her to beware of the acid spill in hongkong. told her to bring umbrella for in case. see? im a good friend.

after few mins. her sis and her sis's boyfriend came over to make funny faces at me.

AFTER FEW MORE MINS. i think they forgot that me and sandy is still web camming?

they were doing this:

not so passionate lah. just peck on the lips. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. EHHHH IM HERE LEH just nice, the webcam hang, so the image just stuck there. sandy moved her laptop and we lost connection. -.- best right? HAHAHAHA. damn funny. maybe i shldnt have suggested and seems like they had more fun then us! anw this image reminds me of night at the museum 2!

omg this world is freaking small

oh man. this world is freaking small!!! ?!&%$#!
just got FREAKED out knowing how this person is linked to this person.

LIKE WAD??!!!

anw. IM BACK TO THIS PATHETIC SHIT HELL PLACE.

ok didnt buy anything specific for anyone. tell me wad can you buy at malaysia? all the things they have singapore also have. so what's the point? heh heh sorry. busy shopping for myself. SO WAD IF IM A SELF CENTRED SHIT. haha i only got like 2 hours to shop cause the freaking KFC i took 20 mins to queue for a damn twister wrap. oh i learned a malay word.

AIYA = WATER :D

drank the worst caramel frappe ever over at the starbucks over at jusco.

i bought a pair of roxy electric blue slippers cheap cheap cause got sale. bought a pair of shorts (Wh) that's rather ex but it's nice. i find nice shorts are really hard to get by these days. so im happy :D

wonderful trip over at Austin Hills (JB) with my church! thank god all the retarded ppl went! if not it will be a wasted trip. HAHAHAHA. no lah jk, pls dont take it to heart if you see this. we're very much bonded by the games organised by awesome ppl. like bowling/table tennis/mind games testing how good are we with our verses. played paintball which caused a big ugly patch of blue black at my thigh area. UGLY TO THE MAX. i bet you will vomit when you see it.

late nights eating cup noodles 3 nights in a row and sitting one circle playing childhood games are like so much fun! screaming hi jack!/passing coin game/blind cat/trading... how i wish those late nights nv end. the hotel room is damn huge and it's like a night playground. nobody complained about us. NO ONE. we screamed as if there's a murdering gg on. damn cool.

anw. the place is like built right in the middle of garden of eden. very nice scenery. and i wished im nv back. but bloody hell im in my room now -.-

the camp made me realised how much i need to work on my relationship with God. i realised im not very sensitive towards the things he had showed me all these time. i nv take note. i nv work on them. finally knw the true meaning of praying. he opened my eyes. looking deeper into things now and that some things in my life arent that important. so yes praised the lord!

pictures of all the fun!

this is me and the mot retarded grace on earth :D





i will send this picture for the FUJIFLIM/CANON COMPETITION if there's one.

my mom is dahhhh best <3>


my paintball gang.

DAMN CANDID :D

the food they cater there are really good. enjoyed every meal!
<3>

PLAYMAX for the next two days (: gonna be damn exhausted agn.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. pray that everything will not screw up. AMEN :D

byebye stupid pok place

yes. 4 more days and im off to malaysia once agn for church retreat. CANT WAIT!
the hotel is gonna be just as big as a suite and im sure im gg to have lots of fun with this bunch of retarded people. HAHA. so this sat im off to enjoy as much as possible before i head back to this pathetic island, back to my cell and study my ass off.

WO BU YAO :'(
i really want to just stay there and never come back. which is IMPOSSIBLE. so im just hoping that this trip wont end soooo fast. maybe swine might hit singapore so bad that i've to stay in malaysia for a month before gg back. HAHAHA. wait long long. anw, touch wood.

havent been blogging for quite some time. haha. anw been really busy with school work.
doing stupid projects on F1 which has nothing to do with me and that cool old man ongbengseng. with such a cute name :D

some ppl in my group are pure suckers. just say and dont action. talk so much and being so over reactive. like wad.the.shit. another trying to prove that he did put in some effort. but the effort that you've put in is only 20% of the effort i've put in. i've showed attitude to them and i hope they get it. I PRAY THAT I WONT GET TO DO PROJS WITH "THEM" ANM. if so, i might strangle them the next time. thank god that it's over.

last week was the most happening week so far.
went out for a NICE dinner :DDDDDDDDDDDD
played hockey like an idiot on the field. imjustafreakingbeginner,freak!
so happy that she's finally married!
meet up with trackers, feels homie once again (:
knee hurry heal, i can hurry walk properly.

STUPID ITAB TMR MORNING FOR 3 FREAKING HOURS.
someone pls announce e learning week NOW.

lay it all down

someone help me to study can?
major brain breakdown.

the day before yesterday.
as usual, squeeze into the jam packed train.
tired. carrying my 200kg bag, felt like a tortise.
closed my eyes to conserve my energy. the next thing when i opened my eyes.
"BANG" my head hit the door. i looked at the reflections, some completely oblivious to the surrounding, some tried not to laugh. the guy beside me smiled at me. WTH.

today, in the train towards outram.
while i was standing, my eyes auto close. the train jerk and i almost fell down.
haha stupid. the girl beside me, smiled and looked away.

im a walking zombie.

today my mom and i took a cab down to a wake for this respectable man in my church.
anw main point is we've got cheated. stupid uncle, you think i dont knw my way? i told him that he took a longer way and he just couldnt stop jerking after that.
HE'S A JERK -.-

OH. I WANT TO GO DOWN TO YISHUN ON THE 13/14 OF JUNE! there're gg to be fireworks. anyone interested???

HOCKEY IS REALLY FUN.
the people are nice and so on. haha. at least i find that we can be great team mates in future :D
i've scored few goals for my team last trng leh! heh heh. and we played on and on. so fun!
cant wait to get my stick and play with a pro style (:

oh. i forgot to mention. i saw porn when i was in the train on my way home. this indian guy nv zip properly and i saw his freaking pantie which is algae green in colour. HAHA SOMEMORE HE SHORTER DEN ME. man. shld have told the indians beside me to tell him to zip. HAHAHAHA. OH HE WAS READING SOME TAMIL NEWSPAPER. MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE A DWARF.
rare sight.

actually to think about it. i have wonderful classmates (:

Death Cab:





i.cant.think.too.much.i.dont.want.to.end.up.like.a.dumb.dumb!

a no means no

while i overslept today, so didnt go for the sermon.
went down to church to publicise for this event :PLAYMAX @ st. andrew's cathedral (city hall)
come come! $10 for all the fun and have you have a choice to eat paste mania/superdog/cavana chicken. it's on the 12th june/13 june.


here's the link for more info: http://www.playmax.sg/
im gg to be one of the group host for this event. so, anyone interested can contact me :D

today went to watch angels and demons.
pretty good and outcome is pretty unexpected. not anti-christ lah. one of the police that fainted with tom hanks in the room is quite handsome. hahahaha. oh the policemen in the movie are like dummies lah! -.- go watch and you knw wad i mean.

anw, went to serangoon to to collect my contacts. took 53 home. no space so i stand. the moment i look at the old lady sitting down facing me. I ALMOST VOMITED. i saw a 60 year old's cleavage.think about it. you got see before??? THIS OLD WOMAN IS A RARE SPECIES. hahahahahahaha. IT'S MY VERY FIRST TIME seeing a 60 year old cleavage. HAHAHAHAHA. CAN DIE. settled my heart and looked somewhere else. wonder if it still got the power to turn guys on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

EH. SCHOOL TMR LEH. ECONS AND PACC TUTORIALS.
i beg myself that i cannot be late for any econs related stuffs anm! I HAVE NEVER BEEN EARLY FOR HER LESSON BEFORE AND I THINK SHE DONT LIKE ME. haha teachers' day hurry come, i buy her royce. HAHAHAHAHA.

i feel so stuck? i still dont knw which cca i shld to join. i dont even knw how the hell the cca thing works in poly. AM IN TROUBLE.

school food is not getting any tastier. i shall fast.

bloody blackboard under service. PISSED ME OFF. cant do my work when i got the mood to?
SUCKER.

well, at least we're talking now :O cant believe it. haha.

can my life in school get any more exciting? :(

oh, just checked my phone warranty. it was over just ytd. bloody hell. i could have brought my phone for service. just when i was staring at that card full of regret in my eyes... den i realise i've to summit this form last year, within 7 days of purchase of this moronic useless samsung soul. i didnt -.- so this warranty is useless from the start cause i didnt even activate it. kns.

im gg to buy a simple phone. no need to flip/slide/twist. shit. $$$$$ agn..

bye lah.
swine flu oh swine flu. i pray that you dont hit singapore and stop spreading in malaysia.
cause i want my holiday :(

2 yays, sob everyday

yay cause i went to see carolyn's VJ Choir concert on thurs.

glad that i went cause IT WAS GREAT! i got a damn good seat at the esplanade with her family.

she was in a beautiful white gown and looked so WOW that night. she = glamorous haha!

when she walked on the stage, she have to lift her dress all the way up to her chest?!

HAHAHA. damn long.

as i watched the performance, i noticed the way they project their voices and how they sing. this girl was standing at the front row. that particular song that they sang requires taking short breaths at some parts. i noticed this girl her diaphragm(?) goes up and down up and down up and down. DAMN OBVIOUS. scared me cause it looked as if there's smt in her stomach, alive. throughout that song i was staring at her diaphragm lah. cause it was so amazing.

yay cause i went to meet up with the trackers at kovan, our hangout place besides bishan! haha. had a lot of stupid conversations which brings back the laughter we used to have. we took pictures like we were 10 years old. we sit like any old uncles at kopitiam. we laughed like we own the place. love the feeling when we're tgt (: more gatherings and study sessions in the years to come!!!

CARYN IS A JOKE, THE ONE FACE ON THE TABLE.

PLAYMAX TODAY IS GOOOODA. made new friends.

WORLD GETTING SMALLER and smaller and smaller that the girl in my group is an ex PL primary too! they're nice people, not over friendly which usually gives me the very superficial feeling. really nice people.

despite me waking up at the time when i suppose to meet them? late agn -.-

vicious cycle. i put 2 alarms already leh! one at one corner of the room another on the table. which requires me to get up and press. best thing is i dont even rmb getting up and press the buttons. -.-i can go and die.

hate it when i waste time on non essential things, hate it when i know that i can maximise the time i have to do smt useful. hahaha erm im like wasting time to blog -.- school is not kind to me at all. cause school is so far. school food not very nice. i miss my lor mee back at secondary school! school cca start damn boody late and by time i reach home? 11pm. imagine twice a week? i might end up like the old auntie who fainted at the MRT station with her head sticking out from the platform and the train hit her head and died on the spot. eww, imagine ur head fly out and blood spurt out like free flow? CHOI CHOI CHOI.

i need to shop, anyone?????

i want to tear my brain.