SCREW IT

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining

im pretty pissed with my life now. some things are just so screwed. i feel a need to pray about all these things but im so pissed to even pray bout it. how? exams are coming, i put a note on my diary but it's aint pushing me like how it usually does. FUCK IT :S

realise that this post didnt help me to resolve problems at all (duh) but it kinda help me to express myself because no one is free to hear me out or rather feel wads spinning in my head :(

when you've such a retarded friend

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Jojo made me laughed so hard last night and well couldnt sleep till 3 -.- CAUSE OF THIS WOMAN. made me even more tired and almost died during sermon this morning. man, i miss her. she being an idiot, got book prize for 2 subject dont want to come and would rather stay at home mugging for her upcoming tests.

in case if you're wondering why is she wearing a paper mask, she wore it cause she doesnt want me to see her fat face after gaining a tremendous amount of weight -.- I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT WHEN SHE VIDEO CALLED ME ON MSN and she appeared like this when i accepted the call. HAHA.

She tore it bigger cause she want to eat her ice cream. CAN DIE LEH.
LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER. HAHAHA! sharing great stuff tgt.

FINALLY TOOK OFF cause she said she cant enjoy the maximum joy of the ice cream plus she got hard time breathing through the hole. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

looking at her current state, realised that this is wad TP had done to her. HAHAHA. look so bloated and messy! can die leh. like some old auntie lah. hahahahaha. anwwww, dont stress dont stress! meet up soon to study tgt too :D

DAH BOMB.

tmr will be dah BOMB!

everyone's gg to be there except idiots like jojo and chong and ding. you guys are like the ones i hang out most?! trying to ostracise me right?! idiots. hahaha tmr i'll have NO WORRIES at all cause you all wont be there to BULLY ME. ASSES.

they want the poly-rians to wear white dress. no way am i gg to wear all white or to buy another dress to just attend this. so im just gg to wear my pretty dress tmr! IT'S EX BTW. i'm growing at a RAPID RATE so must hurry wear. PICTURES HAVE TO BE TAKEN TMR, IF NOT I WILL REGRET. yay yay yay yay yay yay.

YES. right after that, homecoming! gotta meet all the teachers and hurry zao with the trackers for sakae? dont knw what's the plan for tmr lah but it's gg to be a fun day :D

MAN I MISS SCHOOL althought i used to complain school suck. SERIOUSLY, the canteen back in priamry or secondary is way much better than stupid foodcourt 6 at SP. what i eat are like porridge, the soup based food and nothing much. NO CANDY SHOP! >:(

i have been worrying for so many things and now my mind is tired. i want to sleep forever cause no need to think! :D

bang bang shot them all!

man, i used to enjoy projects quite a bit back in secondary school.

dont really need to rush as much compared to the projects now in poly, just laugh at all the nonsense that my friends and i did and then get back to real work. not much stress. but thank god for that im working with a bunch of hardworking responsible friends (:

feel kinda shitty right now. ziping peihsia and i are chionging proj at this ungodly hour 2.30 am when tmr got economics at 8 am. i was at far east the day before ytd? i saw so many things in far east that are SO DAMN GORGEOUS but no money :S

IM HAPPY THAT I'VE GOT MARY JANE SHOES ORDERED FROM UO! DAMN HAPPY.

all spent on that set of presentation clothing. some stuffs in far east are so not worth the price but still got idiots buy them. man, i think i've become one of them. TELL MYSELF NO. caryn good buddy to shop with :D she will stop me in time before i regret. SHOP WITH HANNAH SURE DIE. hahaha!

alright, this sat graduation day! cant wait to see those familiar faces. heard all the teachers that left will be coming back for this day! cant wait to see JOJO!!!!! <3 miss them all sooo much.

ttyl = ttyyearsLater, wad about ttyn?

good songs (at least to me i think they) are worth to share:



used to think their name very dumb but this song is good. but now, i still think it's dumb. do you know that snow patrol wanted to name themselves POLAR BEAR?! HAHA. but heng they chose snow patrol. :D

alright, first thing tmr is to hear that old wise woman's voice. CRAP. WHEN'S E-LEARNING?!

drowning in work

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=IYD3RlGa9FefjVoLQtuEow_3d_3d

it's about SK-II so only for women :D

help me do lahhh. KUM XIA! haha.

somewhere only we know

recently, whenever i turn on my ipod, it's on shuffle btw, i will always hear the song "somewhere only we know" by keane. without fail. fell in love with this song like a couple of years ago? i dont mind listening to it like 10 times a day, everyday. cause it's just so nice.

man, now i want to go somewhere ONLY I know. ok, this is lame but seriously, my mom is stressing me out unknowingly. alright, yes her deadline is stressing her out in which turns out the work is im the one who's doing it -.- explained to her properly, she just get so worked up! chain reaction. i kinda threw my temper but with consideration. in the end, she still dont understand my current situation. i really hate it so much that i kinda had to vent anger at her :S

i kinda screwed for econs. lagging behind. just hope that i can catch up real soon cause i dont really understand wad that woman is teaching in class right now.

have been ranting so much bout results. let's talk about health. sick agn, losing the sense of taste, ear a little blocked, mind abit gong. HAHAHA. super gong actually but still able to talk with sense.

yay im so gg to do CIP this weekend! YAY! we're gg to paint walls! so cool! hahaha, it's gg to be a tiring,easy thing to do but all for one cause! it's to give the elderly a better looking house and i think they'll be happy if it doesnt stink so much? hahaha.

recently, i read this book. it's about how guys think. gained a lot of insights. think i shall read the first part of the book agn. it's pretty WOW. guys want to be respected more than being loved. and girls are the lovey dovey type, rather feel loved den respected. a plus and a minus gives you attraction. TING!

HAHAHAHAHA.

wait.

HAHA THE KILLERFARTER DIDNT KILLED ME IN THE END. I SURVIVED!!!!!
WOOOOTS.
nothing can beat me down. HAHAHA.