i want my great escape

overloaded. with my mom's lesson plans. CAN DIE.
someone please pull me out from hell.
alright, exams over. TIME TO FACE THE TRUTH.

got back my FOM result. alright with it cause everyone's mark is about the same.
once i enter the class, teacher had already announced to give back the papers. in my mind i went: "HOLLLLLYYY" and i believe that God heard me crying for the past week :D i've got 69! YAY! actually to think about it, i think im really blessed. based on my attitude towards that subject, based on how punctual i reach itab classes and my mind switching on and off during lessons, from facebook to blogs, from blogs to facebook. soooo thank God!

the rest i havent get back soooo im gg to keep the faith!

SURPRISE SURPRISE. i went out with my two other classmates! that's isabel and kim (: although we dont go for breaks tgt and we hardly hangout. but we went to shop today! isabel got a bag, me got a cheap black shorts and a nice top! defintely feel great cause i finally did some real shopping. yay got to knw them better! hope this whole thing will be over soon. haha.

i dont knw whyyyy i've been feeling so tired. drowning in moody dreamy mood, cant seem to drift out of that zone. during itab i wanted to sleep, during FOM my eyes was half closed! man, i want SP to open some sleeping room for serious resting. i can tell you, surely ppl like me will start scoring distinctions. HAHA. joking.

i think i will end up like this little thing in class during stats tmr. you knw the feeling when you just want to sleep so bad but you justcant rest ur head? very torturous :S

Double Happiness

EXAMS ARE OFFICALLY OVER. hooray! counting down to the next exam will be in 8 weeks time. boo to the next. conclusion: i kinda think i wont score well for stats cause i think it's rather confusing rather then hard. itab is just bullshit.

OH! throughout the itab exam. how i wished i've got air refresherners with me lah! i dont-knw-who KEPT FARTING. i seriously WONDER WHO. i wanted to kill this particular person. my mind is totally distracted by that AURA OF SMELL :D

the farting very accurate one. every 2-3 mins will spray INTO THE AIR one time even better than the ones in the toilet. killerfarter. maybe killerfarter planned to use this technique to make me fail itab. MUST BE.

went out with my dearest classmates who are interestingly funny and retarded. HILARIOUS MAN. i really hope the whole class will go out tgt! shall put hope and pray that this day will come.

today! YESYESYES. went for a race which is a relay actually. ran 7.6km which totally wore me out. thank god that i did it under an hour! ran with minghwee! overtook 2 girls man! k, no big deal but i havent been trng much! so happy :) thought i would die of cardiac arrest cause i havent been trng plus no warm up. heh. sense of accomplishment! anw, i kinda think the report at 745am and race at 230pm is totally absurd. i didnt have enough sleep and kinda suck when you have to run with the bo chiap feeling. could have slept longer! ohhh, thanks jessica minghwee and caryn for joining! kitru the sports woman of the year. after the race, she still go for her canoeing trng leh! crazy woman.

celebrated her birthday today! a total surpise man! soo impromptu but it was a total success. we were eating. alvi and yuning popped out of no where and we dropped our chopsticks and spoons to sing happy birthday! ohhh I THINK SHE GOT THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER. soooo sweet (: im so happy for you!

amanda chong is full of nonsense. talk to her and you will see how creative human minds can be.

games tmr! yayness!

the power of ramly burger. look at her shiok face. hahaha. i want to eat now! :D hangout!

test your brain out

tests are brain consuming and absorbs all ur energy out.
anwww, econs and pacc papers were alright.
the teachers are not out to kill us but me stupid. last qn, last column, i interpret it wrongly.
suppose to put the accounts of the assets which are affected. i put everything including the non assests accounts also put. DUMB NOT TELL ME?!

the worst thing has yet to come.. that is ITAB. what stupid name is this.. can they give a nicer name? like IT or smt. maybe i.d.i.o.t sounds even better. every lesson is a torture.
freeze to death, hungry pangs keep coming to and fro for 3 hours, listening to some woman yanking for 3 whole hours. good thing is can surf the net. but once you close that excel window. YOU'RE A GONER. i totally regret. yes, shall not indulge in self pityness. and go have my dinner. WAH HAHA. SUPER HUNGRY LIKE SOME MONSTER. BYEBYE. all the best to those who're in the same situation as me for itab.

press on for ur exams ppl! God will strengthen you defintely :D

zonked out

oh, playmax. was fun overall. classmates enjoyed themselves and church mates too. forgot wad are the reason(s) of why i didnt bring these two groups tgt. anw, saw TONS OF PL LITES there. thought i went to the wrong place. seriously looks like some PL carnival. haha.

well, im quite shocked of the way i've been reacting to the ppl around me. well well this is quite personal. haha. i shld keep chill and not to get so worked up when ppl just dont want to accept it. i knw it cant happen just overnight. it definitely takes time.

BUT BUT BUT I JUST DONT KNW WHY IM SO DAMN ANXIOUS and want an ans straight from them. and i just haveto keep constantly reminding myself it's not their fault for not accepting. i want everything to go like a train, and den mission accomplished. now i finally know whats the agony and also feel the happiness of those who really went out and share gospels.

i cant make someone to buy this pair of slippers which looks super dirty but claiming that it's super comfy right? what i want to explain is smt along this line. this pair of slippers is like really comfy to me and those who bought it also knw that it's comfortable. but to others who doesnt knw about it's quality, they wont even buy it cause just by one look anyone on the street will totally reject it right? so my mission is to tell them about this product and let them try it. and i only showed them how the shoes looked like and im already at the verge of giving up? or rather... exhausted.

I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM GG TO JOIN THE BIATHALON "COUPLE" RACE WITH CARYN LIAU. she's gg to swim 21 laps and im gg to run 7.6km. HOLY MOLY! im sooo dead. so im gg to wake up early morning and RUN RUN RUN. and im also in for this race which is signed up by this guy in charge in my community and he's signing me and wanyi agn. initially i rejected him. then i replied him i htink im gg to train for it. he replied: "thank you very much!".
hahaha guess i've saved his life for another hassle.

during august and this time lesser distance 5km. i think i super kae kiang. hahha. IM LIKE EX TRACKER and still think i can finish the race like last time. dieeee. gonna throw my face from hougang to tuas.

love this song mann. heart will melt if someone sings it to me man :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SANDY!

sandy is at hongkong right now.

I SUGGESTED that we should have a web camming session.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo WE HAD FUN...

i told her to beware of the acid spill in hongkong. told her to bring umbrella for in case. see? im a good friend.

after few mins. her sis and her sis's boyfriend came over to make funny faces at me.

AFTER FEW MORE MINS. i think they forgot that me and sandy is still web camming?

they were doing this:

not so passionate lah. just peck on the lips. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. EHHHH IM HERE LEH just nice, the webcam hang, so the image just stuck there. sandy moved her laptop and we lost connection. -.- best right? HAHAHAHA. damn funny. maybe i shldnt have suggested and seems like they had more fun then us! anw this image reminds me of night at the museum 2!

omg this world is freaking small

oh man. this world is freaking small!!! ?!&%$#!
just got FREAKED out knowing how this person is linked to this person.

LIKE WAD??!!!

anw. IM BACK TO THIS PATHETIC SHIT HELL PLACE.

ok didnt buy anything specific for anyone. tell me wad can you buy at malaysia? all the things they have singapore also have. so what's the point? heh heh sorry. busy shopping for myself. SO WAD IF IM A SELF CENTRED SHIT. haha i only got like 2 hours to shop cause the freaking KFC i took 20 mins to queue for a damn twister wrap. oh i learned a malay word.

AIYA = WATER :D

drank the worst caramel frappe ever over at the starbucks over at jusco.

i bought a pair of roxy electric blue slippers cheap cheap cause got sale. bought a pair of shorts (Wh) that's rather ex but it's nice. i find nice shorts are really hard to get by these days. so im happy :D

wonderful trip over at Austin Hills (JB) with my church! thank god all the retarded ppl went! if not it will be a wasted trip. HAHAHAHA. no lah jk, pls dont take it to heart if you see this. we're very much bonded by the games organised by awesome ppl. like bowling/table tennis/mind games testing how good are we with our verses. played paintball which caused a big ugly patch of blue black at my thigh area. UGLY TO THE MAX. i bet you will vomit when you see it.

late nights eating cup noodles 3 nights in a row and sitting one circle playing childhood games are like so much fun! screaming hi jack!/passing coin game/blind cat/trading... how i wish those late nights nv end. the hotel room is damn huge and it's like a night playground. nobody complained about us. NO ONE. we screamed as if there's a murdering gg on. damn cool.

anw. the place is like built right in the middle of garden of eden. very nice scenery. and i wished im nv back. but bloody hell im in my room now -.-

the camp made me realised how much i need to work on my relationship with God. i realised im not very sensitive towards the things he had showed me all these time. i nv take note. i nv work on them. finally knw the true meaning of praying. he opened my eyes. looking deeper into things now and that some things in my life arent that important. so yes praised the lord!

pictures of all the fun!

this is me and the mot retarded grace on earth :D





i will send this picture for the FUJIFLIM/CANON COMPETITION if there's one.

my mom is dahhhh best <3>


my paintball gang.

DAMN CANDID :D

the food they cater there are really good. enjoyed every meal!
<3>

PLAYMAX for the next two days (: gonna be damn exhausted agn.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. pray that everything will not screw up. AMEN :D

byebye stupid pok place

yes. 4 more days and im off to malaysia once agn for church retreat. CANT WAIT!
the hotel is gonna be just as big as a suite and im sure im gg to have lots of fun with this bunch of retarded people. HAHA. so this sat im off to enjoy as much as possible before i head back to this pathetic island, back to my cell and study my ass off.

WO BU YAO :'(
i really want to just stay there and never come back. which is IMPOSSIBLE. so im just hoping that this trip wont end soooo fast. maybe swine might hit singapore so bad that i've to stay in malaysia for a month before gg back. HAHAHA. wait long long. anw, touch wood.

havent been blogging for quite some time. haha. anw been really busy with school work.
doing stupid projects on F1 which has nothing to do with me and that cool old man ongbengseng. with such a cute name :D

some ppl in my group are pure suckers. just say and dont action. talk so much and being so over reactive. like wad.the.shit. another trying to prove that he did put in some effort. but the effort that you've put in is only 20% of the effort i've put in. i've showed attitude to them and i hope they get it. I PRAY THAT I WONT GET TO DO PROJS WITH "THEM" ANM. if so, i might strangle them the next time. thank god that it's over.

last week was the most happening week so far.
went out for a NICE dinner :DDDDDDDDDDDD
played hockey like an idiot on the field. imjustafreakingbeginner,freak!
so happy that she's finally married!
meet up with trackers, feels homie once again (:
knee hurry heal, i can hurry walk properly.

STUPID ITAB TMR MORNING FOR 3 FREAKING HOURS.
someone pls announce e learning week NOW.