ta daaaaa!

time for a change!
everyone is hooked on tumblr.
man, i guess blogger is trying to think of ways to make it more interesting like how friendster is trying to catch up with facebook.
i might come back to use my blogger account after some time because i will/kinda missed it :(

goodbye to blogger! hello to walkmylamb.tumblr!
well dont ask why i put walk my lamb, i knw it sounds funny but i dont want to put pococretino cause it's for blogger!

nice. i think matt hales i quite handsome here. heh heh.

married life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8QYJMnika0Y&feature=related

this makes me wanna cry :'( why do we have to grow old and die? man, the other partner has to live with that agony till they die. why has god made it this way? :( the thing is although they can see each other in heaven but the days on earth is so gg to be like hell.

man, but this video is so sweet (: although the ending is kinda sad but we'r eall humans. i would prefer this ending rather then signing he divorce paper or husband cheat on wife. haha. aiya wadever hope you all enjoy! sandy enjoyed it!

HOLY MOLY. GO AND FIND JOELLE AND YOU'LL KNW WAD I MEAN!

Can you take it all away?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGmrL2h8lrE





random click and found this old song! niceeeee.





still fiddling with tumblr, right now it's in a horrible state..
will link it sooon for whoever's reading this crappy blog.

so many hilarious stuffs happened these few days but yet i still feel a little bit depressed. man, how can i get rid of it? TAKE DRUGS. HAHA. jk. not funny.





funny things:





went isabella's hse after sucha long time...





qw: "wah ur dad so on, got the new ipod shuffle ah!"
isabella: "look at wad's engraved on it."
qw: "desmond go for it".... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wth!!!



her whole family is just retarded and that dog in peculiar. HAHA.
watch adam's family with her, shit man.. we didnt catch the ending cause of her father's soccer match -.- haha.





joelle's convo is the best.


she has gained _(nearly 2 digits) kg.



joelle says:
yeah la, actually fatty
Joelle says:
hehehe
Joelle says:
wahlau I damn jealous of my DP
Joelle says:
I want my face to be like that agn





haha cant wait to see this woman. WOOHOO :D





today's sermon is great! grace, have ur clouds cleared just yet?

today shi mu just laughed non stop, haha so funny!





from someone's tumblr. sooooooooo cuteeeeeee! my daughter is gg to be like this. HAHA.

the proposal tmr with ding and shopping yo! :D

3 down

HOORAY MAMA! NO MORE FOM!!!!

WHOOOPEEEEEDOOOOOOOO!!!

HAHA. i've been pending for this day to come ever since i flip opened tht FOM lecture notes. i bet isabella and ding also want to fly into the moon now. cant waitttt for econs to finish too! heh heh. the paper was alright, not as ass as i had thought. too much imagination :D

omg im just so happy and the thought of looking at econs shitz just dampens my mood :S right now, it's like so cooling and it seems like it's gg to rain? i really really feel like sleeping agn. hahah! slept the whole afternoon right after i reach home, SHIOK (: FOM makes a good dosage of sleeping pills.

crap someone save me, i want to hurry end econs so i can hurry shop, need to rescue my closet, savemy stupid com, catch up sessions, find a work with michelle, talk everything under the stars, stay overs and roller blade with jo agn, chalet! prawning... CANTZ WAITZ. eeeeeeheeee!

bye world, till den my econs will be over!

2 down

counting down counting down... down 2! wooooooowheeeeepiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

pacc paper is an ass today. the formats they set for us are rather retarded and weird. what for showing only half the step? show all lah! hoping for the best of course! i almost froze to death in the exam room and i cold till my left hand got cramp. HOW TO? :S need to buy some winter clothes.

next paper will be a total ass for sure. cause im gg to stuck in the exam room, scribbling and squeezing my brain for all that i've memorised. 2 FREAKING HOURS DUDE. :(

yes am very happy! cause ive got hello panda (strawberry) and ive got tasty biscuit to fight the FOM through the night with me.

hannah! no worries, we can do it! stingray and hokkien mee at chomp chomp, wait for us!!!!! :D

CANT WAIT FOR THESE SHITZ TO END LIKE NOW :(

1 down

yes nooooooo moreeeeee itab for now. think no more leeeee ann cheeeee too. YES hooray mama!
guess everything went well EXCEPT for the part which i totally forgot about the page border. anw, that cost about 1 mark i suppose? soooo nvm. yes hope i pass. yes DEFINITELY.

simple dinner today am very happy. pissed off cause for the past few days, ive been taking longer and longer to drift into sleep. in short: insomnia. not so bad, just a minor one :S

my mind is set. think i want to join tumblr after exams cause everything just looks so great on tumblr! haha thanks belle, im gg to make you help me on this. :D

time to battle with FOM.

WHY FB IS NOT WORKING NOW!?

i want to bake like this!

they are freaking edibles. HOW TO DO IT?! :O(
they 're very very pretty... man.

FREAKING MOLY

freaking out cause i've laid out properly of what i'm gg to do for this whole week in preparation of the upcoming exam. studied for today, productive but think i've burned out and that's why i am here -.-

freaking happy cause I FINALLY CAUGHT UP!!!! the cute fat boy and the old man. k think that the fat boy's name is russell and old man is Mr feddrickson. the movie is rather sentimental and not much of a comedy. but still thumbs up for the animation and cute cute lines. GRACE I CAUGHT IT :P always. almost all the time you cant catch the movie you want to watch. anw, i will watch other movies with you sooooon! (:

freaking sick. fall sick agn on sunday. well fever and recovered! hoooooray :D praise ye the lord.

freaking irritated cause i've got this useless FUGITSU (?) computer LIFEBOOK somemore, it just cant stop screwing up. COME ON. IM NOT A BAD COM USER. shit you on being such a lousy lifebook. anw, wait till my bro reformat it. thank god i saved it in another drive! yay to that.

freaking pissed with FOM. there're just so many points to remember soooooo IM GG TO DO SELECTIVE STUDYING. so yes, im so gg to rely on this pea brain to memorise all these shitz and knowing that God will grant strength to make me pass with bishi bashing colours! red blue greeeeen! i need to freaking start on it like soon. FREAK OUT :O

tmr will be ITAB. homecoming of the goners. alright... not so bad.... BELLA WATCH OUT! :D jkjk. anw, hope that i will pass but this time i want to be greedy and want more marks granted! hmmmm, shall take change ryan's desktop to mine after the test. smart move.



had been thinking and maybe it's just me. maybe the ultimate fool. you are just to nice to differentiate what's not and what's yes. please, me being a dumb, dont understand. me reading in too much (maybe), me being too wishful (yes), me (im just a girl) so why cant i?


to grace that's on the same boat. let's sink.

SCREW IT

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining

im pretty pissed with my life now. some things are just so screwed. i feel a need to pray about all these things but im so pissed to even pray bout it. how? exams are coming, i put a note on my diary but it's aint pushing me like how it usually does. FUCK IT :S

realise that this post didnt help me to resolve problems at all (duh) but it kinda help me to express myself because no one is free to hear me out or rather feel wads spinning in my head :(

when you've such a retarded friend

GREAT IMAGES ARE WORTH TO SHARE.


Jojo made me laughed so hard last night and well couldnt sleep till 3 -.- CAUSE OF THIS WOMAN. made me even more tired and almost died during sermon this morning. man, i miss her. she being an idiot, got book prize for 2 subject dont want to come and would rather stay at home mugging for her upcoming tests.

in case if you're wondering why is she wearing a paper mask, she wore it cause she doesnt want me to see her fat face after gaining a tremendous amount of weight -.- I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT WHEN SHE VIDEO CALLED ME ON MSN and she appeared like this when i accepted the call. HAHA.

She tore it bigger cause she want to eat her ice cream. CAN DIE LEH.
LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER. HAHAHA! sharing great stuff tgt.

FINALLY TOOK OFF cause she said she cant enjoy the maximum joy of the ice cream plus she got hard time breathing through the hole. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

looking at her current state, realised that this is wad TP had done to her. HAHAHA. look so bloated and messy! can die leh. like some old auntie lah. hahahahaha. anwwww, dont stress dont stress! meet up soon to study tgt too :D

DAH BOMB.

tmr will be dah BOMB!

everyone's gg to be there except idiots like jojo and chong and ding. you guys are like the ones i hang out most?! trying to ostracise me right?! idiots. hahaha tmr i'll have NO WORRIES at all cause you all wont be there to BULLY ME. ASSES.

they want the poly-rians to wear white dress. no way am i gg to wear all white or to buy another dress to just attend this. so im just gg to wear my pretty dress tmr! IT'S EX BTW. i'm growing at a RAPID RATE so must hurry wear. PICTURES HAVE TO BE TAKEN TMR, IF NOT I WILL REGRET. yay yay yay yay yay yay.

YES. right after that, homecoming! gotta meet all the teachers and hurry zao with the trackers for sakae? dont knw what's the plan for tmr lah but it's gg to be a fun day :D

MAN I MISS SCHOOL althought i used to complain school suck. SERIOUSLY, the canteen back in priamry or secondary is way much better than stupid foodcourt 6 at SP. what i eat are like porridge, the soup based food and nothing much. NO CANDY SHOP! >:(

i have been worrying for so many things and now my mind is tired. i want to sleep forever cause no need to think! :D

bang bang shot them all!

man, i used to enjoy projects quite a bit back in secondary school.

dont really need to rush as much compared to the projects now in poly, just laugh at all the nonsense that my friends and i did and then get back to real work. not much stress. but thank god for that im working with a bunch of hardworking responsible friends (:

feel kinda shitty right now. ziping peihsia and i are chionging proj at this ungodly hour 2.30 am when tmr got economics at 8 am. i was at far east the day before ytd? i saw so many things in far east that are SO DAMN GORGEOUS but no money :S

IM HAPPY THAT I'VE GOT MARY JANE SHOES ORDERED FROM UO! DAMN HAPPY.

all spent on that set of presentation clothing. some stuffs in far east are so not worth the price but still got idiots buy them. man, i think i've become one of them. TELL MYSELF NO. caryn good buddy to shop with :D she will stop me in time before i regret. SHOP WITH HANNAH SURE DIE. hahaha!

alright, this sat graduation day! cant wait to see those familiar faces. heard all the teachers that left will be coming back for this day! cant wait to see JOJO!!!!! <3 miss them all sooo much.

ttyl = ttyyearsLater, wad about ttyn?

good songs (at least to me i think they) are worth to share:



used to think their name very dumb but this song is good. but now, i still think it's dumb. do you know that snow patrol wanted to name themselves POLAR BEAR?! HAHA. but heng they chose snow patrol. :D

alright, first thing tmr is to hear that old wise woman's voice. CRAP. WHEN'S E-LEARNING?!

drowning in work

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=IYD3RlGa9FefjVoLQtuEow_3d_3d

it's about SK-II so only for women :D

help me do lahhh. KUM XIA! haha.

somewhere only we know

recently, whenever i turn on my ipod, it's on shuffle btw, i will always hear the song "somewhere only we know" by keane. without fail. fell in love with this song like a couple of years ago? i dont mind listening to it like 10 times a day, everyday. cause it's just so nice.

man, now i want to go somewhere ONLY I know. ok, this is lame but seriously, my mom is stressing me out unknowingly. alright, yes her deadline is stressing her out in which turns out the work is im the one who's doing it -.- explained to her properly, she just get so worked up! chain reaction. i kinda threw my temper but with consideration. in the end, she still dont understand my current situation. i really hate it so much that i kinda had to vent anger at her :S

i kinda screwed for econs. lagging behind. just hope that i can catch up real soon cause i dont really understand wad that woman is teaching in class right now.

have been ranting so much bout results. let's talk about health. sick agn, losing the sense of taste, ear a little blocked, mind abit gong. HAHAHA. super gong actually but still able to talk with sense.

yay im so gg to do CIP this weekend! YAY! we're gg to paint walls! so cool! hahaha, it's gg to be a tiring,easy thing to do but all for one cause! it's to give the elderly a better looking house and i think they'll be happy if it doesnt stink so much? hahaha.

recently, i read this book. it's about how guys think. gained a lot of insights. think i shall read the first part of the book agn. it's pretty WOW. guys want to be respected more than being loved. and girls are the lovey dovey type, rather feel loved den respected. a plus and a minus gives you attraction. TING!

HAHAHAHAHA.

wait.

HAHA THE KILLERFARTER DIDNT KILLED ME IN THE END. I SURVIVED!!!!!
WOOOOTS.
nothing can beat me down. HAHAHA.

i want my great escape

overloaded. with my mom's lesson plans. CAN DIE.
someone please pull me out from hell.
alright, exams over. TIME TO FACE THE TRUTH.

got back my FOM result. alright with it cause everyone's mark is about the same.
once i enter the class, teacher had already announced to give back the papers. in my mind i went: "HOLLLLLYYY" and i believe that God heard me crying for the past week :D i've got 69! YAY! actually to think about it, i think im really blessed. based on my attitude towards that subject, based on how punctual i reach itab classes and my mind switching on and off during lessons, from facebook to blogs, from blogs to facebook. soooo thank God!

the rest i havent get back soooo im gg to keep the faith!

SURPRISE SURPRISE. i went out with my two other classmates! that's isabel and kim (: although we dont go for breaks tgt and we hardly hangout. but we went to shop today! isabel got a bag, me got a cheap black shorts and a nice top! defintely feel great cause i finally did some real shopping. yay got to knw them better! hope this whole thing will be over soon. haha.

i dont knw whyyyy i've been feeling so tired. drowning in moody dreamy mood, cant seem to drift out of that zone. during itab i wanted to sleep, during FOM my eyes was half closed! man, i want SP to open some sleeping room for serious resting. i can tell you, surely ppl like me will start scoring distinctions. HAHA. joking.

i think i will end up like this little thing in class during stats tmr. you knw the feeling when you just want to sleep so bad but you justcant rest ur head? very torturous :S

Double Happiness

EXAMS ARE OFFICALLY OVER. hooray! counting down to the next exam will be in 8 weeks time. boo to the next. conclusion: i kinda think i wont score well for stats cause i think it's rather confusing rather then hard. itab is just bullshit.

OH! throughout the itab exam. how i wished i've got air refresherners with me lah! i dont-knw-who KEPT FARTING. i seriously WONDER WHO. i wanted to kill this particular person. my mind is totally distracted by that AURA OF SMELL :D

the farting very accurate one. every 2-3 mins will spray INTO THE AIR one time even better than the ones in the toilet. killerfarter. maybe killerfarter planned to use this technique to make me fail itab. MUST BE.

went out with my dearest classmates who are interestingly funny and retarded. HILARIOUS MAN. i really hope the whole class will go out tgt! shall put hope and pray that this day will come.

today! YESYESYES. went for a race which is a relay actually. ran 7.6km which totally wore me out. thank god that i did it under an hour! ran with minghwee! overtook 2 girls man! k, no big deal but i havent been trng much! so happy :) thought i would die of cardiac arrest cause i havent been trng plus no warm up. heh. sense of accomplishment! anw, i kinda think the report at 745am and race at 230pm is totally absurd. i didnt have enough sleep and kinda suck when you have to run with the bo chiap feeling. could have slept longer! ohhh, thanks jessica minghwee and caryn for joining! kitru the sports woman of the year. after the race, she still go for her canoeing trng leh! crazy woman.

celebrated her birthday today! a total surpise man! soo impromptu but it was a total success. we were eating. alvi and yuning popped out of no where and we dropped our chopsticks and spoons to sing happy birthday! ohhh I THINK SHE GOT THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER. soooo sweet (: im so happy for you!

amanda chong is full of nonsense. talk to her and you will see how creative human minds can be.

games tmr! yayness!

the power of ramly burger. look at her shiok face. hahaha. i want to eat now! :D hangout!

test your brain out

tests are brain consuming and absorbs all ur energy out.
anwww, econs and pacc papers were alright.
the teachers are not out to kill us but me stupid. last qn, last column, i interpret it wrongly.
suppose to put the accounts of the assets which are affected. i put everything including the non assests accounts also put. DUMB NOT TELL ME?!

the worst thing has yet to come.. that is ITAB. what stupid name is this.. can they give a nicer name? like IT or smt. maybe i.d.i.o.t sounds even better. every lesson is a torture.
freeze to death, hungry pangs keep coming to and fro for 3 hours, listening to some woman yanking for 3 whole hours. good thing is can surf the net. but once you close that excel window. YOU'RE A GONER. i totally regret. yes, shall not indulge in self pityness. and go have my dinner. WAH HAHA. SUPER HUNGRY LIKE SOME MONSTER. BYEBYE. all the best to those who're in the same situation as me for itab.

press on for ur exams ppl! God will strengthen you defintely :D

zonked out

oh, playmax. was fun overall. classmates enjoyed themselves and church mates too. forgot wad are the reason(s) of why i didnt bring these two groups tgt. anw, saw TONS OF PL LITES there. thought i went to the wrong place. seriously looks like some PL carnival. haha.

well, im quite shocked of the way i've been reacting to the ppl around me. well well this is quite personal. haha. i shld keep chill and not to get so worked up when ppl just dont want to accept it. i knw it cant happen just overnight. it definitely takes time.

BUT BUT BUT I JUST DONT KNW WHY IM SO DAMN ANXIOUS and want an ans straight from them. and i just haveto keep constantly reminding myself it's not their fault for not accepting. i want everything to go like a train, and den mission accomplished. now i finally know whats the agony and also feel the happiness of those who really went out and share gospels.

i cant make someone to buy this pair of slippers which looks super dirty but claiming that it's super comfy right? what i want to explain is smt along this line. this pair of slippers is like really comfy to me and those who bought it also knw that it's comfortable. but to others who doesnt knw about it's quality, they wont even buy it cause just by one look anyone on the street will totally reject it right? so my mission is to tell them about this product and let them try it. and i only showed them how the shoes looked like and im already at the verge of giving up? or rather... exhausted.

I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM GG TO JOIN THE BIATHALON "COUPLE" RACE WITH CARYN LIAU. she's gg to swim 21 laps and im gg to run 7.6km. HOLY MOLY! im sooo dead. so im gg to wake up early morning and RUN RUN RUN. and im also in for this race which is signed up by this guy in charge in my community and he's signing me and wanyi agn. initially i rejected him. then i replied him i htink im gg to train for it. he replied: "thank you very much!".
hahaha guess i've saved his life for another hassle.

during august and this time lesser distance 5km. i think i super kae kiang. hahha. IM LIKE EX TRACKER and still think i can finish the race like last time. dieeee. gonna throw my face from hougang to tuas.

love this song mann. heart will melt if someone sings it to me man :D