Thursday, September 10, 2009
ta daaaaa!
time for a change!
everyone is hooked on tumblr.
man, i guess blogger is trying to think of ways to make it more interesting like how friendster is trying to catch up with facebook.
i might come back to use my blogger account after some time because i will/kinda missed it :(
goodbye to blogger! hello to walkmylamb.tumblr!
well dont ask why i put walk my lamb, i knw it sounds funny but i dont want to put pococretino cause it's for blogger!
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
married life
this makes me wanna cry :'( why do we have to grow old and die? man, the other partner has to live with that agony till they die. why has god made it this way? :( the thing is although they can see each other in heaven but the days on earth is so gg to be like hell.
man, but this video is so sweet (: although the ending is kinda sad but we'r eall humans. i would prefer this ending rather then signing he divorce paper or husband cheat on wife. haha. aiya wadever hope you all enjoy! sandy enjoyed it!
HOLY MOLY. GO AND FIND JOELLE AND YOU'LL KNW WAD I MEAN!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Can you take it all away?
random click and found this old song! niceeeee.
still fiddling with tumblr, right now it's in a horrible state..
will link it sooon for whoever's reading this crappy blog.
so many hilarious stuffs happened these few days but yet i still feel a little bit depressed. man, how can i get rid of it? TAKE DRUGS. HAHA. jk. not funny.
funny things:
went isabella's hse after sucha long time...
qw: "wah ur dad so on, got the new ipod shuffle ah!"
isabella: "look at wad's engraved on it."
qw: "desmond go for it".... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wth!!!
her whole family is just retarded and that dog in peculiar. HAHA.
watch adam's family with her, shit man.. we didnt catch the ending cause of her father's soccer match -.- haha.
joelle's convo is the best.
she has gained _(nearly 2 digits) kg.
joelle says:
yeah la, actually fatty
Joelle says:
hehehe
Joelle says:
wahlau I damn jealous of my DP
Joelle says:
I want my face to be like that agn
haha cant wait to see this woman. WOOHOO :D
today's sermon is great! grace, have ur clouds cleared just yet?
today shi mu just laughed non stop, haha so funny!
from someone's tumblr. sooooooooo cuteeeeeee! my daughter is gg to be like this. HAHA.
the proposal tmr with ding and shopping yo! :D
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
3 down
bye world, till den my econs will be over!
Monday, August 24, 2009
2 down
pacc paper is an ass today. the formats they set for us are rather retarded and weird. what for showing only half the step? show all lah! hoping for the best of course! i almost froze to death in the exam room and i cold till my left hand got cramp. HOW TO? :S need to buy some winter clothes.
next paper will be a total ass for sure. cause im gg to stuck in the exam room, scribbling and squeezing my brain for all that i've memorised. 2 FREAKING HOURS DUDE. :(
yes am very happy! cause ive got hello panda (strawberry) and ive got tasty biscuit to fight the FOM through the night with me.
hannah! no worries, we can do it! stingray and hokkien mee at chomp chomp, wait for us!!!!! :D
CANT WAIT FOR THESE SHITZ TO END LIKE NOW :(
Thursday, August 20, 2009
1 down
guess everything went well EXCEPT for the part which i totally forgot about the page border. anw, that cost about 1 mark i suppose? soooo nvm. yes hope i pass. yes DEFINITELY.
simple dinner today am very happy. pissed off cause for the past few days, ive been taking longer and longer to drift into sleep. in short: insomnia. not so bad, just a minor one :S
my mind is set. think i want to join tumblr after exams cause everything just looks so great on tumblr! haha thanks belle, im gg to make you help me on this. :D
time to battle with FOM.
WHY FB IS NOT WORKING NOW!?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
FREAKING MOLY
freaking happy cause I FINALLY CAUGHT UP!!!! the cute fat boy and the old man. k think that the fat boy's name is russell and old man is Mr feddrickson. the movie is rather sentimental and not much of a comedy. but still thumbs up for the animation and cute cute lines. GRACE I CAUGHT IT :P always. almost all the time you cant catch the movie you want to watch. anw, i will watch other movies with you sooooon! (:
freaking sick. fall sick agn on sunday. well fever and recovered! hoooooray :D praise ye the lord.
freaking irritated cause i've got this useless FUGITSU (?) computer LIFEBOOK somemore, it just cant stop screwing up. COME ON. IM NOT A BAD COM USER. shit you on being such a lousy lifebook. anw, wait till my bro reformat it. thank god i saved it in another drive! yay to that.
freaking pissed with FOM. there're just so many points to remember soooooo IM GG TO DO SELECTIVE STUDYING. so yes, im so gg to rely on this pea brain to memorise all these shitz and knowing that God will grant strength to make me pass with bishi bashing colours! red blue greeeeen! i need to freaking start on it like soon. FREAK OUT :O
tmr will be ITAB. homecoming of the goners. alright... not so bad.... BELLA WATCH OUT! :D jkjk. anw, hope that i will pass but this time i want to be greedy and want more marks granted! hmmmm, shall take change ryan's desktop to mine after the test. smart move.
had been thinking and maybe it's just me. maybe the ultimate fool. you are just to nice to differentiate what's not and what's yes. please, me being a dumb, dont understand. me reading in too much (maybe), me being too wishful (yes), me (im just a girl) so why cant i?
to grace that's on the same boat. let's sink.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
SCREW IT
Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good
You know, it's nothing new
Bad news never had good timing
But, then your circle of friends
Will defend the silver lining
im pretty pissed with my life now. some things are just so screwed. i feel a need to pray about all these things but im so pissed to even pray bout it. how? exams are coming, i put a note on my diary but it's aint pushing me like how it usually does. FUCK IT :S
realise that this post didnt help me to resolve problems at all (duh) but it kinda help me to express myself because no one is free to hear me out or rather feel wads spinning in my head :(
Sunday, August 2, 2009
when you've such a retarded friend
GREAT IMAGES ARE WORTH TO SHARE.
Jojo made me laughed so hard last night and well couldnt sleep till 3 -.- CAUSE OF THIS WOMAN. made me even more tired and almost died during sermon this morning. man, i miss her. she being an idiot, got book prize for 2 subject dont want to come and would rather stay at home mugging for her upcoming tests.
in case if you're wondering why is she wearing a paper mask, she wore it cause she doesnt want me to see her fat face after gaining a tremendous amount of weight -.- I LAUGHED LIKE SHIT WHEN SHE VIDEO CALLED ME ON MSN and she appeared like this when i accepted the call. HAHA.
She tore it bigger cause she want to eat her ice cream. CAN DIE LEH.
LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER. HAHAHA! sharing great stuff tgt.
FINALLY TOOK OFF cause she said she cant enjoy the maximum joy of the ice cream plus she got hard time breathing through the hole. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
looking at her current state, realised that this is wad TP had done to her. HAHAHA. look so bloated and messy! can die leh. like some old auntie lah. hahahahaha. anwwww, dont stress dont stress! meet up soon to study tgt too :D
Saturday, August 1, 2009
DAH BOMB.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
bang bang shot them all!
dont really need to rush as much compared to the projects now in poly, just laugh at all the nonsense that my friends and i did and then get back to real work. not much stress. but thank god for that im working with a bunch of hardworking responsible friends (:
feel kinda shitty right now. ziping peihsia and i are chionging proj at this ungodly hour 2.30 am when tmr got economics at 8 am. i was at far east the day before ytd? i saw so many things in far east that are SO DAMN GORGEOUS but no money :S
IM HAPPY THAT I'VE GOT MARY JANE SHOES ORDERED FROM UO! DAMN HAPPY.
all spent on that set of presentation clothing. some stuffs in far east are so not worth the price but still got idiots buy them. man, i think i've become one of them. TELL MYSELF NO. caryn good buddy to shop with :D she will stop me in time before i regret. SHOP WITH HANNAH SURE DIE. hahaha!
alright, this sat graduation day! cant wait to see those familiar faces. heard all the teachers that left will be coming back for this day! cant wait to see JOJO!!!!! <3 miss them all sooo much.
ttyl = ttyyearsLater, wad about ttyn?
good songs (at least to me i think they) are worth to share:
used to think their name very dumb but this song is good. but now, i still think it's dumb. do you know that snow patrol wanted to name themselves POLAR BEAR?! HAHA. but heng they chose snow patrol. :D
alright, first thing tmr is to hear that old wise woman's voice. CRAP. WHEN'S E-LEARNING?!
drowning in work
it's about SK-II so only for women :D
help me do lahhh. KUM XIA! haha.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
somewhere only we know
man, now i want to go somewhere ONLY I know. ok, this is lame but seriously, my mom is stressing me out unknowingly. alright, yes her deadline is stressing her out in which turns out the work is im the one who's doing it -.- explained to her properly, she just get so worked up! chain reaction. i kinda threw my temper but with consideration. in the end, she still dont understand my current situation. i really hate it so much that i kinda had to vent anger at her :S
i kinda screwed for econs. lagging behind. just hope that i can catch up real soon cause i dont really understand wad that woman is teaching in class right now.
have been ranting so much bout results. let's talk about health. sick agn, losing the sense of taste, ear a little blocked, mind abit gong. HAHAHA. super gong actually but still able to talk with sense.
yay im so gg to do CIP this weekend! YAY! we're gg to paint walls! so cool! hahaha, it's gg to be a tiring,easy thing to do but all for one cause! it's to give the elderly a better looking house and i think they'll be happy if it doesnt stink so much? hahaha.
recently, i read this book. it's about how guys think. gained a lot of insights. think i shall read the first part of the book agn. it's pretty WOW. guys want to be respected more than being loved. and girls are the lovey dovey type, rather feel loved den respected. a plus and a minus gives you attraction. TING!
HAHAHAHAHA.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
wait.
WOOOOTS.
nothing can beat me down. HAHAHA.
i want my great escape
someone please pull me out from hell.
alright, exams over. TIME TO FACE THE TRUTH.
got back my FOM result. alright with it cause everyone's mark is about the same.
once i enter the class, teacher had already announced to give back the papers. in my mind i went: "HOLLLLLYYY" and i believe that God heard me crying for the past week :D i've got 69! YAY! actually to think about it, i think im really blessed. based on my attitude towards that subject, based on how punctual i reach itab classes and my mind switching on and off during lessons, from facebook to blogs, from blogs to facebook. soooo thank God!
the rest i havent get back soooo im gg to keep the faith!
SURPRISE SURPRISE. i went out with my two other classmates! that's isabel and kim (: although we dont go for breaks tgt and we hardly hangout. but we went to shop today! isabel got a bag, me got a cheap black shorts and a nice top! defintely feel great cause i finally did some real shopping. yay got to knw them better! hope this whole thing will be over soon. haha.
i dont knw whyyyy i've been feeling so tired. drowning in moody dreamy mood, cant seem to drift out of that zone. during itab i wanted to sleep, during FOM my eyes was half closed! man, i want SP to open some sleeping room for serious resting. i can tell you, surely ppl like me will start scoring distinctions. HAHA. joking.
i think i will end up like this little thing in class during stats tmr. you knw the feeling when you just want to sleep so bad but you justcant rest ur head? very torturous :S
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Double Happiness
the power of ramly burger. look at her shiok face. hahaha. i want to eat now! :D hangout!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
test your brain out
anwww, econs and pacc papers were alright.
the teachers are not out to kill us but me stupid. last qn, last column, i interpret it wrongly.
suppose to put the accounts of the assets which are affected. i put everything including the non assests accounts also put. DUMB NOT TELL ME?!
the worst thing has yet to come.. that is ITAB. what stupid name is this.. can they give a nicer name? like IT or smt. maybe i.d.i.o.t sounds even better. every lesson is a torture.
freeze to death, hungry pangs keep coming to and fro for 3 hours, listening to some woman yanking for 3 whole hours. good thing is can surf the net. but once you close that excel window. YOU'RE A GONER. i totally regret. yes, shall not indulge in self pityness. and go have my dinner. WAH HAHA. SUPER HUNGRY LIKE SOME MONSTER. BYEBYE. all the best to those who're in the same situation as me for itab.
press on for ur exams ppl! God will strengthen you defintely :D
Monday, June 22, 2009
zonked out
well, im quite shocked of the way i've been reacting to the ppl around me. well well this is quite personal. haha. i shld keep chill and not to get so worked up when ppl just dont want to accept it. i knw it cant happen just overnight. it definitely takes time.
BUT BUT BUT I JUST DONT KNW WHY IM SO DAMN ANXIOUS and want an ans straight from them. and i just haveto keep constantly reminding myself it's not their fault for not accepting. i want everything to go like a train, and den mission accomplished. now i finally know whats the agony and also feel the happiness of those who really went out and share gospels.
i cant make someone to buy this pair of slippers which looks super dirty but claiming that it's super comfy right? what i want to explain is smt along this line. this pair of slippers is like really comfy to me and those who bought it also knw that it's comfortable. but to others who doesnt knw about it's quality, they wont even buy it cause just by one look anyone on the street will totally reject it right? so my mission is to tell them about this product and let them try it. and i only showed them how the shoes looked like and im already at the verge of giving up? or rather... exhausted.
I CANT BELIEVE THAT IM GG TO JOIN THE BIATHALON "COUPLE" RACE WITH CARYN LIAU. she's gg to swim 21 laps and im gg to run 7.6km. HOLY MOLY! im sooo dead. so im gg to wake up early morning and RUN RUN RUN. and im also in for this race which is signed up by this guy in charge in my community and he's signing me and wanyi agn. initially i rejected him. then i replied him i htink im gg to train for it. he replied: "thank you very much!".
hahaha guess i've saved his life for another hassle.
during august and this time lesser distance 5km. i think i super kae kiang. hahha. IM LIKE EX TRACKER and still think i can finish the race like last time. dieeee. gonna throw my face from hougang to tuas.
love this song mann. heart will melt if someone sings it to me man :D
Friday, June 12, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SANDY!
i told her to beware of the acid spill in hongkong. told her to bring umbrella for in case. see? im a good friend.
after few mins. her sis and her sis's boyfriend came over to make funny faces at me.
AFTER FEW MORE MINS. i think they forgot that me and sandy is still web camming?
they were doing this:
not so passionate lah. just peck on the lips. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. EHHHH IM HERE LEH just nice, the webcam hang, so the image just stuck there. sandy moved her laptop and we lost connection. -.- best right? HAHAHAHA. damn funny. maybe i shldnt have suggested and seems like they had more fun then us! anw this image reminds me of night at the museum 2!
omg this world is freaking small
just got FREAKED out knowing how this person is linked to this person.
this is me and the mot retarded grace on earth :D
i will send this picture for the FUJIFLIM/CANON COMPETITION if there's one.
my mom is dahhhh best <3>
my paintball gang.
DAMN CANDID :D
the food they cater there are really good. enjoyed every meal!
<3>
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
byebye stupid pok place
the hotel is gonna be just as big as a suite and im sure im gg to have lots of fun with this bunch of retarded people. HAHA. so this sat im off to enjoy as much as possible before i head back to this pathetic island, back to my cell and study my ass off.
WO BU YAO :'(
i really want to just stay there and never come back. which is IMPOSSIBLE. so im just hoping that this trip wont end soooo fast. maybe swine might hit singapore so bad that i've to stay in malaysia for a month before gg back. HAHAHA. wait long long. anw, touch wood.
havent been blogging for quite some time. haha. anw been really busy with school work.
doing stupid projects on F1 which has nothing to do with me and that cool old man ongbengseng. with such a cute name :D
some ppl in my group are pure suckers. just say and dont action. talk so much and being so over reactive. like wad.the.shit. another trying to prove that he did put in some effort. but the effort that you've put in is only 20% of the effort i've put in. i've showed attitude to them and i hope they get it. I PRAY THAT I WONT GET TO DO PROJS WITH "THEM" ANM. if so, i might strangle them the next time. thank god that it's over.
last week was the most happening week so far.
went out for a NICE dinner :DDDDDDDDDDDD
played hockey like an idiot on the field. imjustafreakingbeginner,freak!
so happy that she's finally married!
meet up with trackers, feels homie once again (:
knee hurry heal, i can hurry walk properly.
STUPID ITAB TMR MORNING FOR 3 FREAKING HOURS.
someone pls announce e learning week NOW.
Saturday, May 23, 2009
lay it all down
major brain breakdown.
the day before yesterday.
as usual, squeeze into the jam packed train.
tired. carrying my 200kg bag, felt like a tortise.
closed my eyes to conserve my energy. the next thing when i opened my eyes.
"BANG" my head hit the door. i looked at the reflections, some completely oblivious to the surrounding, some tried not to laugh. the guy beside me smiled at me. WTH.
today, in the train towards outram.
while i was standing, my eyes auto close. the train jerk and i almost fell down.
haha stupid. the girl beside me, smiled and looked away.
im a walking zombie.
today my mom and i took a cab down to a wake for this respectable man in my church.
anw main point is we've got cheated. stupid uncle, you think i dont knw my way? i told him that he took a longer way and he just couldnt stop jerking after that.
HE'S A JERK -.-
OH. I WANT TO GO DOWN TO YISHUN ON THE 13/14 OF JUNE! there're gg to be fireworks. anyone interested???
HOCKEY IS REALLY FUN.
the people are nice and so on. haha. at least i find that we can be great team mates in future :D
i've scored few goals for my team last trng leh! heh heh. and we played on and on. so fun!
cant wait to get my stick and play with a pro style (:
oh. i forgot to mention. i saw porn when i was in the train on my way home. this indian guy nv zip properly and i saw his freaking pantie which is algae green in colour. HAHA SOMEMORE HE SHORTER DEN ME. man. shld have told the indians beside me to tell him to zip. HAHAHAHA. OH HE WAS READING SOME TAMIL NEWSPAPER. MAKE HIM LOOK LIKE A DWARF.
rare sight.
actually to think about it. i have wonderful classmates (:
Death Cab:
i.cant.think.too.much.i.dont.want.to.end.up.like.a.dumb.dumb!
Monday, May 18, 2009
a no means no
went down to church to publicise for this event :PLAYMAX @ st. andrew's cathedral (city hall)
come come! $10 for all the fun and have you have a choice to eat paste mania/superdog/cavana chicken. it's on the 12th june/13 june.
here's the link for more info: http://www.playmax.sg/
im gg to be one of the group host for this event. so, anyone interested can contact me :D
today went to watch angels and demons.
pretty good and outcome is pretty unexpected. not anti-christ lah. one of the police that fainted with tom hanks in the room is quite handsome. hahahaha. oh the policemen in the movie are like dummies lah! -.- go watch and you knw wad i mean.
anw, went to serangoon to to collect my contacts. took 53 home. no space so i stand. the moment i look at the old lady sitting down facing me. I ALMOST VOMITED. i saw a 60 year old's cleavage.think about it. you got see before??? THIS OLD WOMAN IS A RARE SPECIES. hahahahahahaha. IT'S MY VERY FIRST TIME seeing a 60 year old cleavage. HAHAHAHAHA. CAN DIE. settled my heart and looked somewhere else. wonder if it still got the power to turn guys on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
EH. SCHOOL TMR LEH. ECONS AND PACC TUTORIALS.
i beg myself that i cannot be late for any econs related stuffs anm! I HAVE NEVER BEEN EARLY FOR HER LESSON BEFORE AND I THINK SHE DONT LIKE ME. haha teachers' day hurry come, i buy her royce. HAHAHAHAHA.
i feel so stuck? i still dont knw which cca i shld to join. i dont even knw how the hell the cca thing works in poly. AM IN TROUBLE.
school food is not getting any tastier. i shall fast.
bloody blackboard under service. PISSED ME OFF. cant do my work when i got the mood to?
SUCKER.
well, at least we're talking now :O cant believe it. haha.
can my life in school get any more exciting? :(
oh, just checked my phone warranty. it was over just ytd. bloody hell. i could have brought my phone for service. just when i was staring at that card full of regret in my eyes... den i realise i've to summit this form last year, within 7 days of purchase of this moronic useless samsung soul. i didnt -.- so this warranty is useless from the start cause i didnt even activate it. kns.
im gg to buy a simple phone. no need to flip/slide/twist. shit. $$$$$ agn..
bye lah.
swine flu oh swine flu. i pray that you dont hit singapore and stop spreading in malaysia.
cause i want my holiday :(
Saturday, May 16, 2009
2 yays, sob everyday
CARYN IS A JOKE, THE ONE FACE ON THE TABLE.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
how do you how do you sleep?
i like to blurt out my thoughts and really regret later.
guess wad?
my mom farted.
a silent killer.
me: "you farted ah?"
ma: "a little bit.."
her little bit is dah bomb already. i almost fainted. joelle is still the overall champion. HAHAHA. (inside joke). heh quite happy now cause i just ate ban main and now my tummy looks as if it is gg to explode.
i think channel 8 7pm shows are getting worst. ok just a comment. no harm.
ltimate frisbee got me burnt, muscle aches... the best is that we got trashed. anw, it's the sportmanship that matters. :) had alot of fun.
school is tiring/quite hectic.
school latest ends at five due to the ultra long breaks that they give us.
i think school shld have sleeping cabins. each cabin can only fit one person. haha prevent it from becoming hotel 81.
anyway... so that those who really needs to sleep badly can go there. yay! i shld summit it to the director. this way, SP will be so much cooler. HAHAHA.
the mirrors in some SP toilets are really high. not kidding. but thank god they got the full length mirror. if not i will kill them. haha.
right now, mom is asleep. see?
CHANNEL 8 7PM SHOWS ARE NOT INTERESTING. cause my mom said that she have no interest in baldies. HAHAHAHAHA. this woman was mad just now. haha. my mom was doing some spastic movements (suddenly) den she started singing and said huang ying huang yin. RE LIE HUAN YING! didnt knw menopausing can be in this form too. HAHAHA.
school has been really scary.
i got robbed in the morning. by a taxi.
late for morning lesson once agn.. for econs. so i dont wanna leave a bad impression on this nice old teacher so i took a cab hoping that it DRIFT TO DOVER and not burn my wallet. ROBBED 21 BUCKS FROM ME on the first second day of the week. :( didnt tell mommy so im trying to scrimp every bit this week. so dont scold me for being kiam siap. heh.
dont knw why i always want to shit in school for the past weeks but now it's getting better. now my peak shitting period is at night. haha. gross me.
desperately need to shop for somemore easyweartoweartoschool pants. and a few more tops. so shopping trips with hannah ding/jo/caryn/chong/new classmates soon! :)
ITAB SUCKS MAN. IM TOTALLY LOST IN THE KEYBOARD and im tired to catch up. this is just so tiring. all the clicking is fun but when it comes to typing and puting brackets becomes a nuisance.
JUST COLLECTED MY TESTINONIAL.
two words: well written. :D
no lah but i really miss PL. when i saw mr yeo just now in the staff office, i felt sudden nolstalgia. hahahaha.
rmb? the whole school said "CRINIC" in unison (clinic). hahaha joke.
better off to rush my tutorials. before i burn out tonight.
byebyebyebyebye <3
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
you deserve a smack
guess wad now. im at home!
SUPPOSE to be in school to attend the ITAB lesson (computer IT).
I OVERSLEPT AGN. by the time i rush to school i'll miss out about 45 mins of lesson. it's 3 hours by the way. feeling really tired and worn out these days. havent really adapt the poly lifestyle.
the reasons of why i oversleep so many times.
1. lethargic the whole time
2. used to the rush to school mode. PL only takes 5 mins or lesser to run to school for me (DAMN NEAR). so im rather used to it. SP take one hour to travel. CRAP.
3. got pulled out of my comfort zone. school is no longer as fun as it used to be.
some ppl in my class just pisses me off the WHOLE TIME. ok i am petty. SO WHAT!
i nicely ask this person a qn cause i was in a daze ( almost the whole time in the school) and couldnt understand. this person just say that it's so simple! WTF. i went home to analyse and got it. not about simple math, it's about the conversion that i've forgotten. -.- it's simple but den at that time i just couldnt get it wad.
well. i have intentions of like interacting with this person cause most of the girls hardly mix with this person. bonding session with ur classmates? i dont understand why is there segregation in my class. hope it gets better in time to come.
i've seen so many different types of ppl. i cant imagine wad type of ppl i will see in the workforce.
oh. hahaha. I HATE SP TOILETS. cause i cant see my face in the mirrors (some of my classmates experience the same thing) -.- i've got to use the full length mirror. PISSED OFF cause i tipped toe also no use! -.-
Saturday, April 25, 2009
SMILEY
MONDAY, see how. haha.
CHECK THIS OUT MAN. brother introduced to me.
THE BEARDYMAN:
check out his myspace. HE'S COOL MAN.
http://www.myspace.com/beardyman
i only find the later part of his songs nice. anw cool dude! HIS LIPS LOOK LIKE CAMEL'S LIPS LEH. but SO WHAT. he's talented. :D
i shall be a happy girl and make schooling fun! (:
even a message makes me happy :D
Thursday, April 23, 2009
the need to smile
HELP :(
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I.DREAD.COMING.MONDAY
here's DAC 10 with two lovely facilitators (:
Monday, April 13, 2009
showers of blessings
yep. hard to describe this feeling in my heart. im truely grateful to those who showed me care and concern in church. i thank God for giving my family good health and so far copping good in terms of finance and studies. although right now my bank only left 2 digits. if my mom knows about this, she will take a knife and chase me around hougang area. which also explains why i havent got my guitar... maybe i shld go teach tuition. and when im all lonely, God is always there for comfort. not forgetting the good friends which He had placed them in my life.
when i miss my dad, He's there for me. telling me how fortunate that my family members are still around.
THERE'S NOTHING TOO BIG THAT MY GOD CANNOT DO! FOR YOU!
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
So what's the complication it's only conversation
I love it when you call
But you never call at all
Thursday, April 9, 2009
HALLELUJAH!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
so close,yet so far
hahahahahaha LOOK INTO MY EYESSSS.
BEAUTYFULL
church friends! <3
yes. just came back from genting few days back but my heart is still over there. love the rides esp the space shot which sends you up to about 12 storey high and drops you to ground level, pulls you back and drops you agn. the first drop makes ur heart sink right down to hell and the pulling back makes me want to die. i thought i was about to die for the first drop and i kept screaming "oh my god". haha. sat twice! enjoyed it cause it's damn thrilling and at the same time i scared until want to die. it's an accomplishment man!
PRIRATE SHIP. i dont like viking but anw i sat at the second last row. this indian man damn funny. he sat behind me and he was so freaking scared that he was pulling off his friend's shirt and hugging his friends beside him. HIS EXPRESSION WAS PRICELESS. just look at my traumatised face before i took off.
hung there for about 10 secs before it drops, nice scenery (:
love the temperature there too. 28 degrees? and the humidity is about 70%. come on, singapore is freaking hot compared to genting's cool air which constantly blows into ur face. ok, stupid to complain about weather. it's an unchangeable fact that singapore is a hot country. love the arcade there. I WANT THE HUGE BEAR WHICH NEEDS 50 000 TICKETS TO GET IT :( it looks so damn huggeable. stay there for a lifetime also cant get it lah. a note was pasted on the bear which says "pls take me home with u...". the person who wrote that can EAT HIMSELF.
there got nothing much to shop. but lots of cheap clothes, you need to dig the shop in order to find nice clothes. the food there are delicious (: esp the ramly burger!!!! SO DIFFERENT FROM SINGAPORE'S VERSION. haha. i want to "buy" that malay guy home so he can make ramly when i want to eat. heh heh. singapore damn high tech now, ur passport is like ur ez link card and they import the handprint scanner thing. singapore act cool. HAHA WTH.
oh, the go-kart daytona thing damn funny. i was in the go kart thing and this malay guy in charge came and talk to me in malay. i said huh to him which obviously means i-dont-understand. he repeat wad he said i think. this time i said huh and give him e "huh" look. but he continue whatever shit he was saying. i gave up and kept nodding at him and say yes yes yes. WAH BIANG EH. the "huh" look and "huh" not international language meh. VOOM VOOM i zoomed off man.
didnt sit the cable car though but i sat the trains at KL. we got lost! but thank god for nancy (: her ability of speaking malay cause she's a malaysian. haha. they dont have ez link card yet. the cabins are not link and the cards they used are the flimsy kind which you insert and take it out from the top of the machine and push the metal thing to get in. the mrt door almost kiap me to death. so next time when you take the trains there, hurry go in.
genting is like a get away for this holiday. so im happy cause i didnt get to go anywhere except genting. but i so want to go back cause school is freaking starting. orientation is just next week. kill me nowwwww. the momentum to study had stopped long time ago in bethlehem so there's surely a problem to get my engine started. SI LIAO. gonna faint when i see the projectors.
goodnight goodbye my dear friends.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
don't dare to try
afraid to feel the pain? so i dont dare to try.
cant get you out of my mind
came back from camp. i must say the culture there and the culture over at PL has a vast lot of difference. not because there're guys arnd. is just.. haha i miss PL. i kept to myself quite abit over there. find myself rather awkward there. not an outcast, like im just misplaced in a bunch of ppl whom i cant really relate to except for a few ppl in my group.
some ppl thinks that im a quiet person, but also quite active at the same time. like a stuck in the middle thing? which agn, im damn sian of it. but this camp let me see a spectrum of ppl. from the bimbos to the damn deserve to get smack ppl. from the attract attention ppl to the very quiet but deep down inside them, there is a wild cat hidden somewhere waiting to emerge. HAHAHAHAHA. met this girl from the other bunk and we went to the toilet tgt. our mindsets about the same and we bitched about a bimbo in the toilet. JOKE man. but she made me feel so comfortable. honestly, seeing those fake fronts make me want to puke. anw, definitely made friends, exchanged nos and stuff. (:
im gg off to genting tmr night. im outta singapore soon!!! got the ringgits and off i go to go wild! excited to the max! no matter how scary the rides are, no matter how scared i am gg to be. im not gg to waste my money and try all of them.
genting! WO LAI LE!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA.
aqualung! i'm gg to get his new album (: i first fall in love with his song brighter than sunshine in the movie a lot like love and also discovered that he's damn talented. he started to write songs ever since he knw how to hold a pen! at the age of 4, he started writing songs and at 16 he got recognised. KILL MEE.. at the age of four i still cant give up my milk bottle can.
i love his first album and the song strange and beautiful is oh so nice (:
I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
unseen.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.
I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see, lyric's top
And you'll realise that you love me.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
yayness!
IM GG TO BE A FREEEEEEE BIRD !!!!! WOOOO HOOOOOOO :D
i want to breathe a colder air, i want to talk to someone with the malaysian accent, i want to sit the rides there and i want to feel freedom.
im sad. why? cause in the first place, joelle called me to go cruise with her. so i popped this to my mom and the first reaction of a neurotic mom is "N.O, NO!". BUT WHYYY???!!! cause im worried that ppl might sell you away and there goes her wild imagination which can be made into a 4 hours film.
joella and i begged her on the phone and so my bro intervened cause my mom cant take my nonsense. so i said i dont want and hung up. i very bad hor? but i'm just angry. why worry when jo's mom is gg with us? why worry when the cruise package includes buffet 24/7 and non-stop entertainment? i want to enjoy the cool breezes and the sound of the ship sailing. i mean you dont get to enjoy it on land.
anw... so i think god heard me crying out to him that i want to get out off singapore. so.. i get to go singapore's good friend malaysia. :D i guess wait till im a mom den i knw how she feel. AIYA. I'M SO SAD CAUSE I CANT GO ON CRUISE WITH HER AND THAT I WILL MISS THE WAY SHE EATS ON THAT SHIP! :D
hahaha paddy just told me that 4c1 has done pretty pretty well for o levels literature! we've got the highest distinction rate for o's! cool not. but kns, i didnt get A one. got a freaking b3. but anw, it's shakespeare how to understand him!!!! :D but got a B3 im happy enough.
omg i didnt knw the sports camp at SP is 4 days 3 nights. TELL ME HOW TO TA HAN!!!! i will
miss my bed, my wonderful clean toilet bowl, friends, mom.. oh. how to kill those hungry pangs at night! i cant possibly bring a bag with clothes and another extra carrier full of food right? how am i suppose to wake up when i usually sleep at 2/3 plus and wake up at 2 in the afternoon!
one word to describe this situaiton: DIE.
haha maybe i come home half dead plus have to travel from dover all the way to hougang! sian.
i wish that i can say or do anything without facing the changes and stupid feelings that will be brought over.
Friday, March 20, 2009
how should i put it?
woah. this is touching man.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
really tired
but, at least, i've tried.
*gives myself a pat on the shoulder.
Friday, March 13, 2009
MEATBALLICIOUS
jasmine crowned as the ultimate pig of the day.
wad's jasmine reason for eating so much at IKEA only